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something to cheer me/you up

whoever encoded this is the one that i love.

in america

i've been deathly ill for days.
coughing unheard pleas into the night;
my chest both empty and full.

when will all of this be over? everything hurts, and i break down admitting the truth: i really don't deserve this. what good does it do to curl up with my afghan and watch all six hours of Angels in America? well, it's good to see that people who abandon those who would stick with them through thick and thin get what's coming to them. that's what. no, i'm not dying of AIDS, but there's no one here beside me holding my hand. why?

what is going on in my life?

i find myself trying to forget everything and just be me, but every little thing that i think is me is a piece of shit. i've become even more angry than i can remember ever being. there are cycles of self-defeat that i'm starting to notice. i obsess over the most carnal and simple-minded things. there is more to me. i've seen it. when will that man return?

google image search fun

ok, i thought it might be fun to try something different for a change. i'll pick a somewhat-random word and google image search it and take the first 5 to 10 images and lay them out for you and comment on them. sound like fun? let's get started:

WORD: hug



this thing barely qualifies as a hug. geez! where is it cool to hump monuments? that's what i want to know. i need to wash my eyes...mostly because THIS is the very first image for "hug." yuck!



there's not even a hug going on in this one. strike two, as far as i am concerned.



this might be cute if it wasn't for the fact that what is really going on here is that the baby on the right is trying to suffocate the other one. sad. at least this kinda looks like a hug.




awwww! sad hug. this is what hugs are all about: getting some love when you need it most. happy hugs are nice, but usually you just want to let go and go do something else or if you're hugging someone you're attracted to, you would probably want to turn the hug into a little more.



i see my parents in this one. i see protection and sneaky sensuality in this one also. i see hope in it.

DRUNK AND ANGRY!

i'm drunbk and i have a drunks story:

i went downtown with my friend to skate/drink...that's what we do sometimes. we go down to "famous" 6th street. there are like ten thousand bands and a bunch of clubs. well, i gotr drunk and started being a dork. we found this club where there was a window behind the band and i stood back there and mimiced/mocked the drummer for quite a while. the whole club was staring at me and laughing and then the drummer finalluy looks back and sees me and gets MAD (he thoughts all the cheering was for him...lolz). he stopped playing at one point to tell the crouwd i had a small penis (his words)...so, of course, i showed them. and then i mooned them and kept on mocking him. fun night. oh, we got chased away.

haha


posted 03-03-06 at 2:30am

humble beginnings

long before his enormous belly
and the mustache that ruffled like
opening nights on broadway

before you knew he was
going to sneak up and pinch you

that was when he made his way through
dust clouds and farmland

he made his way.